It's very sad!

[rosebee]

When the alarm went off this morning, it was all dark outside! Not dead-of-night dark, but I needed a light on in the bedroom in order to see, and I haven't needed that for quite a while. While I like the changing of the seasons, I do not like the loss of light. Fall used to be my favorite time of year when I was younger. I loved the crisp & cool mornings and the nice warm days. I still do. I just don't like the darkness that comes with it.

One of these days I'm going to buy one of those alarm clocks that has a special built-in light and slowly gets brighter and brighter to wake you up. I love nothing more than waking up to a nice bright sunny room. It's one of the best things about summer, for me.

I have/get to do go that sleep study tonight. I'm apprehensive and eager at the same time. I hope it's not too hard to sleep with all those wires & things I know they'll have to hook up. On one hand, I hope they find something because that would give me both a reason and a solution as to why I never really have much energy. On the other hand, I'd be perfectly happy if they said I didn't have it, or rather I had a very mild form of it and I don't need one of those CPAP things.

Comments

[justinrox.livejournal.com]

I have sleep apnea. It does definitely drain you and it makes it hard to stay awake. If you do need a machine, it'll be okay. It's hard to get used to at first but it really does help so much that you'll gladly keep using it. Sadly, it's not very romantic.

[rosebee.livejournal.com]

Well, my husband & I sleep in separate beds in separate rooms because we both snore & wake each other up all night long.

Anything that can help get us back to sharing the same room (if not the same bed) will be an improvement. :)