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Let's review, shall we?
I've been tired/lethargic/blah lately... chalked it up to The Cough That Will Not Go Away
I've been sad/bummed/down about not having seen HTB in so long... figured that my patience with the distance part of our long-distance relationship was starting to run out, and that I just needed to see him more often than once every 4 to 6 weeks.
Waking up in the morning has still been difficult... chalked that up to the fact that this is SAD season and that's what I do.
A coworker asked me earlier this afternoon if I had any exciting plans for the weekend. I was (& still am) feeling a bit blah and not at all excited about anything, and I opened my mouth all set to answer "No", when it hit me. I do have something exciting going on this weekend. A friend & I are going to a local Bridal/Wedding Show. So I said yes, and told him my exciting plans.
Then I went back to my office and tried to figure out why I only felt blah/so-so about this Bridal Show, when I really am very much looking forward to it.
Eventually it hit me.
I kind of 'forgot' that I've been on Wellbutrin for a while now, and these above things should not be happening. Not when I have fun/happy/exciting things coming up like going to a Bridal/Wedding Show with a friend tomorrow & a visit to HTB next weekend!
I've counted, and I've been on Wellbutrin for 6 weeks as of tomorrow. It should be very much in full effect by now. I should be a very happy/excited/bubbly camper.
Except, I'm not.
I haven't been this down/blah since I was unemployed & looking for work.
Thank goodness I have an appointment a week from today to see my Dr. I can tell him that this is *not* working, and I want off. I tried calling his office, but I just got a message machine that said the office will be closed Friday Oct 7th & Monday Oct 10th.
I think I'm going to call back & leave a message anyway (about my reaction/suspicions and ask if it's ok for me to just stop taking the med.).
I've been tired/lethargic/blah lately... chalked it up to The Cough That Will Not Go Away
I've been sad/bummed/down about not having seen HTB in so long... figured that my patience with the distance part of our long-distance relationship was starting to run out, and that I just needed to see him more often than once every 4 to 6 weeks.
Waking up in the morning has still been difficult... chalked that up to the fact that this is SAD season and that's what I do.
A coworker asked me earlier this afternoon if I had any exciting plans for the weekend. I was (& still am) feeling a bit blah and not at all excited about anything, and I opened my mouth all set to answer "No", when it hit me. I do have something exciting going on this weekend. A friend & I are going to a local Bridal/Wedding Show. So I said yes, and told him my exciting plans.
Then I went back to my office and tried to figure out why I only felt blah/so-so about this Bridal Show, when I really am very much looking forward to it.
Eventually it hit me.
I kind of 'forgot' that I've been on Wellbutrin for a while now, and these above things should not be happening. Not when I have fun/happy/exciting things coming up like going to a Bridal/Wedding Show with a friend tomorrow & a visit to HTB next weekend!
I've counted, and I've been on Wellbutrin for 6 weeks as of tomorrow. It should be very much in full effect by now. I should be a very happy/excited/bubbly camper.
Except, I'm not.
I haven't been this down/blah since I was unemployed & looking for work.
Thank goodness I have an appointment a week from today to see my Dr. I can tell him that this is *not* working, and I want off. I tried calling his office, but I just got a message machine that said the office will be closed Friday Oct 7th & Monday Oct 10th.
I think I'm going to call back & leave a message anyway (about my reaction/suspicions and ask if it's ok for me to just stop taking the med.).
