Happy Monday?

My weekend was VERY good, and as usual I wish I had just one more day. Of course, I'm sure then I'd still want just *one more* day off.

Finally found a sports bra! Also acquired two new long-sleeved shirts, a new pair of jeans, and a very pretty necklace & pair of earrings.

This week is going to be interesting for me at work: I work 2 days, then have Wednesday off, then work 2 more days. I'm taking Wednesday off because it's FINALLY time for me to go up to Portland to see my audiologist! I get my 'real' permanent hearing aids, with a bluetooth accessory! It hangs around my neck and connects via bluetooth to my cell phone (or other bluetooth item), and then wirelessly transmits that sound to my hearing aids! :D It should make it a LOT easier for me to hear on the phone.

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Pretty please?

I can focus & actually start to 'feel' the deadlines I have creeping up on my at work... but only around, say, 3 in the afternoon.

Before that, I'm just dragging and super-distracted, and 'eh, whatever' on Big!Important!Soon! deadlines! :(

The only thing I can think of is that I haven't been getting 1) enough light on my lightbox or 2) enough good sleep. I sleept REALLY REALLY badly last night.

Couldn't get to sleep ontime cause I was up until 9pm skating/exercising. Then when I did sleep, I had dreams, and they were full of sad & depressed feelings/thoughts/actions, and it was NOT fun & happiness. :( Once my day started I did feel a bit better. Whatever weirdness hit me last night & this morning, it needs to GO AWAY!

Tonight I'm aiming for a wonderful night's sleep that starts on time! Also an evening of fun & light & happiness. The first goal is anybody's guess, and the 2nd is one I'm feeling like I'm going to have to work at. It would be very easy for me tonight to just curl up on the couch and stare off into the darkness.

The weird thing though is that I don't feel sad or depressed. I had a really good weekend, I made progress on things at work (thought I feel guilty for not buckling down on all the various things that need doing), I have fun plans for this week, and a Derby clinic on Saturday.