Ugh! Go away!
Jul. 8th, 2010 06:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rosebeeMajor anxiety/depression happening this evening.
My main huge anxiety point relates to moving &/or changing jobs.
Two years from now MrB will be a college graduate & looking for work. I do NOT NOT NOT want to move towns in two years. I'm not ready. Then again, I doubt I'd ever be ready. He has promised he won't make me move unless he has a really really damn good reason (like a job in the big city 2 hours away that pays $15k more than what he can get down here).
Sigh.
I can't really deal with this, the best I can do is to just distract my mind and try to ignore it.
I'm off to watch SYTYCD and Wipeout and maybe some clips of Adam Lambert on AI last year.
If that doesn't work I'm cracking open the bottle of chardonnay that's in the fridge.
My main huge anxiety point relates to moving &/or changing jobs.
Two years from now MrB will be a college graduate & looking for work. I do NOT NOT NOT want to move towns in two years. I'm not ready. Then again, I doubt I'd ever be ready. He has promised he won't make me move unless he has a really really damn good reason (like a job in the big city 2 hours away that pays $15k more than what he can get down here).
Sigh.
I can't really deal with this, the best I can do is to just distract my mind and try to ignore it.
I'm off to watch SYTYCD and Wipeout and maybe some clips of Adam Lambert on AI last year.
If that doesn't work I'm cracking open the bottle of chardonnay that's in the fridge.
