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I'm still holding out hope that some way or another we'll get video or audio of Chris's surprise performance last night.

I can't wait to hear what he sounded like!
Even an eye-witness report would be good!!! :)

::continues crossing all available body parts::

In other news the lightbox time finally kicked in and I managed to get up on time with my alarm! No snooze button required!! ::is pathetically proud of this accomplishment::

I also found the energy to bike to work this morning. I was thinking about it last night, and at that time just the thought about doing so was making me tired! Though, to be fair, it was dark out that *always* makes me want to immediately curl up and go to sleep.
I'm a firm believer that the world should adjust it's schedule to allow me to ~~sleep as much as I want in the winter~~ hibernate. ::nods:: Though then I'm left with no day left in which do do *anything*. And that sucks. Thus the lightbox.

I have a lunch meeting. With a bunch of other cpa's, almost all of whom are still in public accounting. At last month's meeting I was the *only* non-public accounting one there. And that always makes me feel like a failure. At least at this month's meeting there'll be at least 1 (and maybe 2 or 3) others like me who aren't in public accounting.
Every now and then I wonder how long it'll take me to not feel like I failed at public accounting...
Logically, I know it wasn't a good fit for me & my personality, but there's still part of me that feels I should've been able to succeed there. :/ I'll get there (emotionally) someday, I'm sure of it. I think I just need a bit more distance (it seems 8 months isn't quite enough time to purge those particular feelings).