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::gently pokes at inner psyche::
I think I'm doing better than I was yesterday.
At least I have actual work to do at the office, so that always helps the feeling of 'usefullness'.
The training meeting went well last night. It's a nice change having it be such a smaller group. I still get insanely embarassed when I say something that's not quite right, or shows my ignorance like a bright flashing neon sign. Mentally, I most defintely know I am not expected to know everything. But, somehow emotionally, I haven't quite grasped that concept. I keep going to the trainings, keep thinking, and keep trying to learn & understand it all.
Having JC on TRL this afternoon debuting clips from his album makes me happy. :)
So does the book I decided to pick up off my bookshelf and start re-reading last night. I'm one of those that will read a book I really like, over and over and over and over again. I do the same thing with the fic I read.
Wheeee! It's almost lunchtime. That means I get to quiet my currently noisy tummy, and read more of the aforementioned book.
Hopefully, by the time I get down to my parent's place tonight I'll be enough of myself that I'll be able to hande the extra people & stress that comes with helping a friend move.
I think I'm doing better than I was yesterday.
At least I have actual work to do at the office, so that always helps the feeling of 'usefullness'.
The training meeting went well last night. It's a nice change having it be such a smaller group. I still get insanely embarassed when I say something that's not quite right, or shows my ignorance like a bright flashing neon sign. Mentally, I most defintely know I am not expected to know everything. But, somehow emotionally, I haven't quite grasped that concept. I keep going to the trainings, keep thinking, and keep trying to learn & understand it all.
Having JC on TRL this afternoon debuting clips from his album makes me happy. :)
So does the book I decided to pick up off my bookshelf and start re-reading last night. I'm one of those that will read a book I really like, over and over and over and over again. I do the same thing with the fic I read.
Wheeee! It's almost lunchtime. That means I get to quiet my currently noisy tummy, and read more of the aforementioned book.
Hopefully, by the time I get down to my parent's place tonight I'll be enough of myself that I'll be able to hande the extra people & stress that comes with helping a friend move.